All life may aspire to human birth but the human birth is the only opportunity to attain both full realisation of the Divine and to escape from the cycle of birth and death, and only on earth may this take place. In no other planet or region throughout the indescribable vastness of the universe does this opportunity exist. It is unique. (Sai G, p. 14)
Swami has granted you an opportunity to serve Him and you want to throw it away and go to Himalayas (for doing penance to attain Swami). Swami is here and you want to go there! You have gained the boon to serve Swami as a result of many lives of penance. Don’t squander this opportunity and repent later. Discharge the duties entrusted to you with devotion and dedication. You will attain everything; let there be no doubt! (SSSDK, pp. 219-220)